He specialised in denigration of powerless women.
He said he needed the cover of pretty women to help him with getting away with trafficking.
He told me that the partner in his crime of fraud would not be an important woman, she would be from a middling or poor background, she would have stars in her eyes, and be star struck around big stars like him.
He acknowledged that I was a NEPO rich kid, and that Nepo rich kids have enemies, he acknowledged that everyone I knew was richer than he was, and that my boyfriend at home, and the men I dated were richer.
So he wanted to know a list of my enemies, and anyone I tried to get a restraining order against in the past who had an issue with rich people like me.
One of the Restraining Orders was the paedophile who was removed from the Quay Apartments, the other one was orgy Bogan, and he wanted orgy Bogan there, because I tried to get a restraining order against her due to her criminal stalking behavior at school.
Orgy Bogan told him that I lived in the same street as a High Court Judge, and she abused or shouted out something abusive at the judge’s house, I’m told, so they called our house to ask why she was riding a quad bike on the road as an underage girl. She had a violent streak, and had caused some damage to some racehorses necessitating a vet.
I was told that someone rang the house, and said that she was pretending or masquerading as my friend.
She often masqueraded as a friend of the Nepo rich girl, and they said that they’d hope for better for me in a friend, and that I should call the police. She wasn’t permitted to enter the property.
She wanted to frighten my spirited Arabian horse as I had warned her that he would easily spook like the thoroughbreds… all her behavior was due to the fact that she hadn’t been on a horse, and she sat their harassing the neighbours nose pressed up against the gates trying to see how the wealthy lived.
She had been raised outside of society by a closed sect that didn’t believe in TV, movies or people who weren’t like them … they were “white superiors”.
She was a much maligned character at Durql, and she wasn’t at all representative of the area, or the community.
I forgive the women who have profited from slavery, from having children killed for life’s little luxuries, and the way that some people like to show off how much money that that stole, they said that they had to steal to be more important than the other men.
As a part of their hazing, and their potential blackmail by the men who stole millions, and held women under duress, they all had to sleep with the most unpopular girl at school.
He said he’d pay to have a fan club, and he’d pay to have me made feel very special, and important, and everywhere I went people would have to treat me as special, and important, and everyone would have to be polite, and kind to me, and treat me like I’m very very special. But that was my exact world in Australia snd he hated that I had it and that he hadn’t been given the power to give it to me, and to control me with it.
I said people who have grown up with money don’t care about that, we don’t give a darn about that, we don’t care that’s for people who’ve got something wrong with them like psychopathy or narcissism. Your career should be about the work that you have written.
He said that Australia’s are basically slack jaws and if he didn’t dole out the power that he didn’t want other people to have any power, let alone more power.
He said he would try to build a very big, big fan base for the woman that he builds up to be something above all other women in life.
He offered it to me at one point, and said I’ll create a fan club for you you’ll get hundreds of millions of dollars, I’ll you’ll get $100,000 worth of surgery, you won’t have any money in your own name, you won’t be able to do anything that you want to do, I’ll own all your work, and I will make you into one of the most loved people in the world, people will worship you.
He said he was going to turn himself, and his future children into princess Diana type creatures, and that they’d be as beloved, and worshipped as princess Diana in the world.
He said I bet if I have you raped enough you’ll have a mental problem, or if I have your dogs raped, your children killed, if I have the band, and all the men in this room pretend that this didn’t happen, and you weren’t here, I bet I bet you’ll appear mental.
You”ll have an f’ing mental problem, they won’t f’ing believe you anyway, you won’t be able to even prosecute me as I have seen everyone in and I’ll have all of you lied about, complicit and humiliated.
Being nice to someone does not mean that someone can’t keep doing illegal things. As a therapist said psychopaths are the nicest people in the world.
He told me that he needed me to look as ugly as possible in the future, that he didn’t want me to have any money, he didn’t want me to have an inheritance, he didn’t like me getting my hair done once per week again just like I did when I was at school, he wouldn’t let me get my hair done in England once per week, because he didn’t want to “paper trail”, he didn’t want me to have facials, he didn’t want me to have any clothes, he wanted me to be starved of all funds, so I had no make up, no hair, that I had no shoes, no bags, no clothes, he said he needed me to stay as ugly as possible as ugly as I was I when first met him, otherwise people would know that he was just trafficking me, and he couldn’t use the ugly excuse.
If I was getting my hair done once per week, or getting it done at Joe Baileys, or wearing all the designer clothes I had back at the apartment, it would make his “right to traffic me” and his brilliant idea to cover it with the “ugly” defence just as criminal as it ever was.
In the next breath he would say terrible things about well-known models, and say it “were revolting” to sleep with them, “it were revolting” because they had a little flaw somewhere. So I didn’t feel bad about his criticism of women.
People are so neat, the stories concocted by the PR scheme, that he fabricated, even “the change of Heart” halfway, the fake change of psychopath character arc, though he told me he was going to pretend to have a fake change of heart… so that he could “get away with stealing.”
It had no teeth to it, it would all be about narcissism, and naval gazing, and his character change was planned right in front of me in 1995, and he said well, and I said well they’re going to figure out that you don’t write in the same style. When these lyrics run out that it’s going to be “bottoms and vaginas” all of a sudden, and he said no, he was confident that no one’s gonna figure it out, I’ll stretch them out for years, he said.
He boasted to me that he’s a master manipulator, he knows who to fawn over, he knows to fawn over women, to make them feel more beautiful than a man’s ever made them feel.