He said he was “only he” is clever enough to get away with this because he would go to lengths that other people wouldn’t, he said he that “it was very very clever of him”, to go to these lengths, and to do things that other people wouldn’t dream of doing. He indicated that he had a personality disorder and that he had been told that people with this specific disorder were perfect for this as they didn’t have normal emotions and the normal ethical concerns and dilemmas that other people had… he said that having no problem with killing and destroying people meant that he would never have to answer to the law (because he is just too clever) it also meant that he could outdo everyone because he didn’t allow morality to be involved: that was why it was okay for his friends to rape some little girls who aren’t important.
He inferred that he knew what the men would be stupid about, or be humiliated by and he just had to create those lies and situations. He said his strength was psychopathic level manipulation and murder if required. He said that it was enough to kill for.
He knew just how to get them and to make them not care.
He said he was a really good judge of what makes people tick, and what will make them feel humiliated, or upset, and he could take away any career in the room now that he had those two girls there… and he could make anyone, any loser, appear to be more popular or more famous.
He said no one cares about classical music love, nobody cares if your family can write classical music, or even if you they help, no one cares. “I’ll make more money for the label”, that’s why I should be able to lie and sign documents saying that I wrote these lyrics. “I’ve already signed them love. I’m prepared to commit murder to hide it and I’m prepared to rape and humiliate and I need your word to lack veracity and I’ve made up a way to make it appear to be something else.
“I should be able to lie”, he said. “I’m above the law anyway”, and I said but it’s a public company, at the very least this is tax fraud. You can’t even you can’t commit tax fraud, because it’s international law, and I wondered if he was storing his fraudulent pedophile money offshore somewhere.
He said that “with my friends love, I can commit any fraud, any time I want, and all the paedophiles always stand up, and help me, and all the pretty girls I say they look beautiful …they want to be mentioned, they want to feel pretty and they need MY fame.
He was basically going to approve of their breasts or their vaginas, and he said they would do anything for the vagina or Breast approval from him.
He said he was going to erase Grandma Rachmaninov, and the Rachmaninov family, he said that he was going to erase all of her lessons, and they’d all become his family heritage now, that he was taking my heritage away, and hers from her, and it would become his family heritage.
He could because he was the most important person, he said, and I said I’ll do the contrary, practically everyone I know is more important than you are, and he said no her heritage and the Rachmaninov heritage would be now would be his children’s heritage, not my children’s heritage, and he was erasing her from existence, erasing and exterminating all of her lessons, that she taught me.
He said that I have checked and nobody cares about classical music any more, that he checked if he could steal from a Russian and possible future composer.
He said that none of his friends care and that by stealing, “he makes more money long term”, so nobody cares even if you are related to the composer, even if you have children who write symphonies, as long as they can’t outdo my children … he was the like a Nazi exterminating and saying that he would have any of my children raped and killed so that his children could succeed.
He said he was making up jokes about how bad I am at rape, that I’ve got the ugly deformed vagina, that I’m so bad at being raped, that my vagina is all deformed, and disgusting, and that my breasts are the worst Breasts in Britain, and he sat there saying, ( while I was being forced to be in the room against my will and dissociated to be forced to write lyrics) “ I don’t like your tits love, I don’t like your tits love,” then he made fun of Kate Moss’s chest.
He said look at your revolting arms they’ve got fucking moles everywhere, I can’t stand fxching moles, moles are disgusting, and Vini sat there as white as a sheet allowing him to desex me … he had begged him to “let” me be in the orgies a day or so before … he yelled, “No, because someone will like her, and then they will find out and they will have me charged and take all MY money that I’ve stolen away. Vini was quiet to the point of crying and he looked as though he was worried to the point and scared enough to vomit.
He said that from here on in my life, everyone was going to say terrible things about me, and he was going to pay to have terrible things said about me, and all the men would be told that everyone always had always said terrible things about me, that’s why he needed to know the losers from the cheap and downmarket Christian school, he said he needed to take losers, and make them feel important.
I said you had to pretend that she was popular everywhere she went, and she used the N word, and on and on and he said I need people who are unpopular love the popular people won’t do this, they won’t do what I say.
He said he just doesn’t want anyone rich, anyone rich there at all all, the people there had to be of very limited means, and they had to be losers, that’s how he gets to control everything, he said, otherwise he won’t become a successful as he can become, and somebody might tip off the label. He said with his friends that he NEVER had to worry about the police.
He said he was committing fraud on purpose, and he couldn’t afford that, because he already signed all the paperwork.
The majority of people used to say nice things about me as a child, so yes somewhere, antisemites, yes somewhere vile racists, and people who haven’t travelled out of Australia, yes some use the N word about me, but they were only about four or five people at school who did that, they’re only a couple of raging racists, who thought that I was underneath them, as well other ones.
They thought I was quite bright, I always got the lead in the school play, in fact I got it so many times that I actually said, please stop casting me as the lead, I said you know give someone else a go, I won’t tell them that I’ve turned the roll down.
I said I don’t feel comfortable being out in front of people, and I’ve met with a 60 minutes producer, and she said the same thing, you know not everyone has to be out in front of people, you can just be a producer, if you if you keep up with your ballet, drama and improv, journalism all of that …you don’t need to be the person who’s in front of the Camera.
He said he and his eventual wife will make sure that it is always better than he stole, no one’s going to give him an opportunity at the moment, he’s too much of a joke, it’s always going to be better that I stole love ,you know why it’s gonna be better than I stole, because my wife’s going to get my money, because my children will be above all the other children in the industry, it will always be better than I stole because the children will have bigger advantages if I steal, that’s the way it works in the Entertainment industry, he said.
The children of someone important, if I steal they’re going to be above everyone else in the industry, and get all the jobs first, and all the attention, and all the Fame. they’ll have the best nannies that I can afford, they have the best teachers, they’ll always be above, and ahead of everyone because I’m stealing that’s why I’m stealing love because they are a part of me, and we’ll all look good as a brand together. I said that they would be taking stolen money and slavery money. That they should give it back.
He made me shiver with fear, I was so terrified every time I entered that room, I was so terrified, I tried to make up excuse after excuse not to go over there, I would try to hail a cab to get away so that I didn’t have to be there. Or I’d run to the other men and hide with them because I was so terrified of what they would force me to do next.
He said no one was going to help me, no one would spend time alone with me, because they’d be beaten up, or they’d be attacked, or you get a “scary look,” his trademark “scary look” like a bad soap opera “Blue Steal”… it took about 5 seconds to execute that look … as if he were in a slow motion scene of a soap opera.
People were terrified of him, and he said he was going to take over, and he was going to control, and “taking command” all of the black men in the room, he said that to steal millions that he needed to be “in control of all the black men.”
He was getting white supremacists to sleep with the men of colour to “own them.”
He said he had to be the centre of the room, the most powerful, he didn’t matter what happened to other people, including journalists, including musicians, and he said that “he was the most important”, one and he was prepared to burn any career even royalty, could be destroyed for him.
I said you’ll destroy the house of Windsor if you take these fraudulent lyrics, and involve your dog paedophile.
He made me shiver with fear, I was so terrified every time I entered that room, I was so terrified, I tried to make up excuse after excuse not to go over there, I would try to hail a cab to get away so that I didn’t have to be there. Or I’d run to the other men and hide with them because I was so terrified of what they would force me to do next.
He said no one was going to help me, no one would spend time alone with me, because they’d be beaten up, or they’d be attacked, or you get a “scary look,” his trademark “scary look” like a bad soap opera “Blue Steal”… it took about 5 seconds to execute that look … as if he were in a slow motion scene of a soap opera.
People were terrified of him, and he said he was going to take over, and he was going to control, and “taking command” all of the black men in the room, he said that to steal millions that he needed to be “in control of all the black men.”
He was getting white supremacists to sleep with the men of colour to “own them.”
He said he had to be the centre of the room, the most powerful, he didn’t matter what happened to other people, including journalists, including musicians, and he said that “he was the most important”, one and he was prepared to burn any career even royalty, could be destroyed for him.
I said you’ll destroy the house of Windsor if you take these fraudulent lyrics, and involve your dog paedophile.
I said I’ll be teaching my children everything my grandmother taught us, and I’d be teaching my brother’s children, and so on as well, and he said no you won’t, we don’t want you teaching them anything, I said well there’s a whole tradition of things that she taught me.
I’ve been working at becoming what I am since the age of three, and this good due to her lessons, and he said well it doesn’t matter, because I’m destroying your family, I’m going to destroy all of them.
I’m going to destroy all the children in your family, I’m going to destroy your family’s friends.
When he sent the dog molester was sent into my house, I said are you going to take down Australia’s food supply, for this scam of paedophiles, and fraud.
This is Australia’s tax money, are you going to take down Australia’s food supply to do this.
He said he couldn’t get his co-conspirators the power that they needed, if I’m in the industry, they couldn’t get their co-conspirators to into the level of power it was all about getting power to people, who they thought couldn’t be good enough to work on the international scene, and he kept saying we need the right people in power otherwise somebody’s going to tip off the police, and the tax office and the labels and shareholders.
No of course not love, everyone has to believe that I wrote these lyrics because I’ve signed fraudulent contracts now, I could get into a lot of trouble, they could make me pay it back, so no you can’t just do this in Australia, I won’t let you.
Then when I did meet somebody in my MBA from the Australian music industry, we spent a night together, and he had a gun held to him, and they said “who sent you, who sent you” at least that’s what he said to me.
I don’t know maybe that’s my one point that I’m not 100% sure about, like he really I told him his name would he really have him threatened, was it worth it …I said to that guy why don’t we just start a label if those morons can do it so can we we both be MBA’s.
He didn’t really understand the level to which I’ve done things, you know I was doing things at the very very top.
He said unless he’s involved he doesn’t want the Australian industry to prosper, it has to prosper around him only, because he is the centre, so it makes him look like the successful one, and I begged him, and I said please can I just …I just didn’t want to be in this industry I’ve been brought here against my will.
But can’t I just do this in Australia, because I need money now, and I’m going to have to do an MBA, and you actually don’t understand what it’s like for rich kids, they’ve gotta get so many runs on the board by the time of them they’re in their late 20s. All of our friends are in the same position.
It’s not like being from your background.
You’ve gotta get runs on the board, you didn’t grow up around rich people, you don’t know what rich people are like, you only know what famous people are like, and what famous people wanted as a child, you don’t know what we want people who’ve grown up that way, and I’m going to have to get an MBA now, now why don’t I just do this for people who are unknown in Australia. Then I said even staying here now with what you are going to put me through would be paradise compared to having my children molester and killed and everyone lied to in my life, staying here would be better than being a life long target. I said, “but my life is darn near perfect” … I should have just gone home straight from New York with my brother and have never have come back to London, to be trafficked.
You said he was paying the N word using girls, the ones who didn’t want any “blacks” in the industry, as they put it in Australia, they were being paid to make up lies about me, “that’s why I need them here love” he said, “they’re making up lies about you,” we need to tell all the other men that they’re popular, and then you’re some fat ugly wog chick, the antisemites love, they don’t want you in the industry love, no one in Australia wants anyone Jewish in the industry, I can have you fricking exterminated, and wiped from the earth, I can have your children taken from you, I can have your dogs attacked, I can have every family member taken from you, I can have every friend taken from you, they’ll all believe me because I’m the one with the money in my account, and my name on the contract. I said that’s fraud and you can’t rip off shareholders of a public company. He said that he “knew that” but he had already signed contracts saying that he had written my lyrics and that I and any children “wouldn’t exist.”
When people made advances I shut them down, I shut them down immediately, what could I do, I was a Christian, they were going to be charged with the trafficking, what was I going to do, there was no way out, and every way, every time, there was a way out.
They had to be shut down, I’d be sexually assaulted, physically assaulted, verbally assaulted, verbally abuse, denigrated, treated like an animal, I’d be held hostage, held under duress, sexually assaulted, again set up, lied about, I’d be smeared, they were very worried that I grew up in a street with a high court judge.
I didn’t tell them that the daughter of a High Court Judge, who is now head of a Bar association taught me to ride, because they said they were going to portray me as the most despised child in my neighbourhood, who was crazy, stupid, and dumb, and they’ve grown up in a little tin shack, and they were able to do it because the media would their bidding.
He said that he could only make money with my children dead, with any future of mine dead, if I never did anything again, if I never wrote another word again, if I never dated anyone who’s more important than him again, and I said everyone I know is more important than you… it’s like the impossible thing, how you gonna get everyone who is more important than you to hate me.
They were worried, they said, that if one of the men slept with me, they’d make them pay everything, and that Man would get half the money, that they’d go to Sony or EMI or one of the big labels that they were defrauding, and they say hey buddy I want half the money.
So they were very worried about somebody falling in love with me, or somebody going together with me to go and have charges pressed, or that they would get all the money that they were that they were stealing, so it was quite a big risk for them, but I kept saying I don’t want to sleep with anyone because I’m actually terrified, and I’ve got people asking all the time all the time.
In retaliation they said because I wouldn’t sleep with anyone, and they kept asking on repeat, and I just kept saying no, I’ll call the police if you ask me again, or force me and I explained consent.
No I won’t go to your apartment, no I won’t go to your home, no I gave you a lecture on consent yesterday, and I declined to give consent, and I made my declarations of no consent very, very public..:. I said No in front of everyone.
So that I could call the police, he said police won’t press charges, they’ll always believe me, because I’ll just say that you’re ugly, and shit, and I’ve got a pretty young thing that I’m dating.
Because I was being trafficked I refuse to sleep with anyone.
I was asked on repeat to sleep with different people. I was asked to be trained to be like the other trafficking victim who had grown up in a brothel.
I was asked to date people were asking to sleep with me, left right and centre, but I didn’t want them to sleep with another trafficking victim, so I kept saying no.
When they did the reverse makeover, they wouldn’t allow me to do my hair, in my make up, and they made up that might have deformed breasts and a deformed vagina, so they made up that I was poor, not rich, they made up that I only dated poor people, not very rich people, and someone and so forth.
It was terrifying to go through it, but I was worried about well first of all being sex trafficked, and so I didn’t mind all the lies about how bad I am when sexually assaulted, and so on and so forth, but I actually also didn’t want to sleep with those men, because I was worried that they were going to have charges pressed against them, one day, because I would’ve pressed charges.
I’m the only one who wants to press charges, because I’m the only one being trafficked, and held hostage.
I’m the only one who wants charges pressed, the men don’t want charges, they want to get away with everything, and no one has to pay me a cent, nobody wants to pay me a cent, everyone wants to hide the trafficking for them, so I’m the one who wants it done, nobody else will ever ask to have that done.
With grandma Rachmaninov I was taught to always have a vivid imagination, and to think things up, and she gave me lesson after lesson of how to be the most creative, the most imaginative, and I was listening to music in a very particular way from a very young age, and I was given lessons on classical music by her.
I was given lessons on everything that she wanted to pass down from whoever the legacy might be, and I’m trying to pass them on now to my nieces, one of whom as a child could play multiple instruments, and was writing symphonies as a child, that are good enough to be played by the state Orchestra.
He said his children can’t be just some “stupid dumb band person’s children,” somebody who doesn’t stand out in life, they have to be special, because they’re his children, they have to be the top of the world, they have to be the most famous, they have to be the best at everything, and if they can pretend that they can “write my writing”, they’ll get the same red Carpet rolled out for them, that he’s had rolled out for him.
Guess all the men got together, and decided they would have children with beautiful people, but I wasn’t allowed to have suburban children, or children who are related to millionaires, why because the millionaires started out with more money than they did in life.
They just didn’t want me to have children, what were they dragging through this for to hide the stealing, so it looks like I shouldn’t have children, one of the things he kept saying is my children had to be exterminated for his children, that his children they’re the ones getting all the opportunities, they’re the ones getting all the money, they’re the ones that people have gotta believe can write like I do and like Vini.
I couldn’t get him to leave me alone, I was forced to go over there, forced not to shower, forced to wear the same clothes, forced not to wear make up, forced not to do my hair, I was forced to walk into the back room, guided in there, and I was dissociated, and abused humiliated verbally, denigrated, and treated like a pet, I guess that’s why they needed the dog molester.
They said I’m allowed to you love, I’ve got the okay from the sex traffickers, and the paedophiles, are all helping me, they always help with trafficking, and crimes like this love, you can own anyone in the UK if you know the right very wealthy and famous paedophiles, he said. Some people are allowed to own people in the UK he said.
You see love if you’re a Jew I can do this to you, and I think you’re a Jew, you are Slavic right so it’s not improbable that you have Jewish blood.
Those two losers that I flew in to give me your background story so that we can smear you.
What my stalkers, the two girls who were,
yeah they were the geeks at school?
“I know how to take losers, and make them appear to be popular, that’s what I’m doing with me that’s what I am good at, I could do it with you too.”
I can’t write my lyrics, I can’t get a solo contract, everyone else is being looked at for solo contracts, no I can’t, but I can pay people to make people popular, so if you’re a Jew love, I can do this to you, if you’re a Slavic person, I can do this too….Australian you don’t have your network here or your big fancy lawyers or billionaire and millionaire friends, they’re not over here with you, and there’s no one to witness it all those … girls … we don’t need them … we don’t want them…. They can’t do what you do. They are just middle class and not good looking enough.
He said well they can press charges against politicians, academics, they can press charges against business people, but celebrities will never come under suspicion.
Politicians…they’ll never come under the law, we’ve outsmarted the law with pedophiles, and we all protect each other from being prosecuted. That’s our great network of pedophiles in Britain.
I viewed famous as the ultimate in stupidity, why have people comment on your thoughts, looks, your preferences, why be out there unless your work made you famous, or God made your name famous, why would you be in the public eye ?
People were being drawn who were just narcissists, and psychopaths, they were trying to find as many sociopaths as possible, to be around them in the music industry, people who just wanted to be worshipped, who wanted all barriers to entry removed, they didn’t want to live in real life, and be spiritual people who really helped people, on earth, and who had “lived experience” who helped other people who were suffering in the third world, they gave no thought to anyone else, they just wanted to look good, and to make demigods of themselves, and to have more money than everyone, they weren’t acquainted with money, with success, and they didn’t care about having degrees.
I was already on par with Rebecca Minkoff and described that way, and the other GPS women who are extreme successes in their area, and in their field.
I was the only person at the 2002 beauty expo in Sydney that did not have parabens in my products, yet the study by Dr Dabre, did not come out until 2005….so I was way ahead of everyone.
The Dog moleste said that it was his job to steal all of my ideas, to teach everyone how to do skincare, that he was allowed to have all my soundbites, lyrics, and movie ideas, that because I’ve been in trafficked it was okay to steal anything and use anything of mine. The dog molester from the Kings School screeched at me,”But it was only okay to steal from you.”
He said celebrities were allowed to own any of my ideas, that they were allowed to own mine, and my partner’s skincare ideas, that I had started studying it in 1996, when I fled England.
I’ll do my MBA, then I spent three years establishing a property portfolio, sold a house, and started sinking money in 1999 into creating the first natural range in Australia, that was spa grade.
It was something that hadn’t been done at that stage, to my degree, so the top spa chain in the world asked to take me global within the first year of business, Zimmerman within the first year of business, and Korea wanted my product ….10 business men flew out.
It had been vogue and country style.
I’d been into Vogue, and Country Style, to have talks about doing a piece on me, but I declined to do one because I don’t like anything to be about me, and I don’t court attention.
They made fun of the chumps who earned degrees, and said that they could just ask them what to say so that the greatest number of people are fooled.
They needed to stop standing stalkers, they end up with people who don’t understand the industry, and who aren’t in it, stalking me, telling me that I’m too ugly to pay, that I’m an ugly person, that my dogs deserve to be attacked, and I deserve to have my deprivation of liberty experiences again, being held hostage when in London, they came last time here at Sanctuary Cove, and said they didn’t want me to have any friends here, any more. That they wanted to change my life, so I didn’t have the same life any more, I just had too much Freedom, they needed to stop me going to the day spa, stop me going to this cafe, that cafe, stop me going to the Michelin star restaurant, they didn’t want me in the women’s coffee group any more, because they didn’t want me to have any friends here, they didn’t want me to know anyone in the Sanctuary Cove village.
So I had to change my entire life to stop that person harassing me and the people that I knew here as she was harassing them too.
I said their fans will be feeling that they’ve been deceived on purpose, and they’ll be receiving that they have been purposely defrauded and lied to, that you’ve made up who you are to just be liked, and that you’re lying about how you got your work, who you’ve actually caused physical harm to, they won’t be impressed, they only like you because they think you are something you are not, and he said I’ll get my team to tell me what all the best things in life are, and I’ll be all those things.
I goaded him, and I said what are you going to do, he said I’m going to have you disbelieved, and raped for life love, you are going to become the biggest target of my life, and then I’ll pretend you’re not so much a target, I’ll take it down a few notches to pity about the way that I have attacked you and threatened to kill you and beat you up in the past.
I’m gonna make up my way to get out of this purposeful fraud, now whatever bullshit that I need to make up, fucking change of heart, give my heart to Jesus, whatever fucking bullshit I need to make up to get out of this, and steal $400 million, is right now being made up by my lawyers, and my PR team, I will have my wife when I have her “worshipped”, she will have her own “fan Club”, my children will have “Fanclubs” we will be the most adored, and worshipped people in this country, and he said the thing is love it doesn’t matter who you actually are, it’s just who people believe you are, I’ll ask them what attitudes I have to say I have, what beliefs, and what they say that I need to say that I believe.
Rich people have tests that celebrities will fail, it’s not just famous people who try to test.
You would think the good people of the music industry would’ve done something about the Dog molester, but they did nothing, they actually all gathered together, and decided to send somebody whose just some random paedophile, and psychopath, dog paedophile, to harass me, and to find out information for them, so that they could destroy my family.
I was having the guy on though, we bought a lot of land, one of the family companies owned a large tract of land, and my family owned the entire street, we did streets, and streets of houses, right from Greenfield, right to putting in roads, and so on so we all lived in the same street. My Mac mansion was just 5 minutes away from the world HQ of Hillsong. They were ashamed that we owned the street, owned the devolopment in that suburb… we still had Avoca in the same street as the Kidman’s, we still had the same building as all the top one hundred on the Gold Coast … this was the place to establish my business, my office and our family HQ were facing the car park of Hillsong HQ.
I was building a property portfolio to move back to Dural (I had my Dural home built for me to move into) and I started a world first company, that was picked up by Korea, and picked up by Zimmerman, billion dollar brand Zimmerman picked up my brand, as well so did one of the biggest spa chain. We were a rapidly growing spa brand and the dog molester said, “what are we going to do about you being so creative”, we need you to kill youself and we are trying to trick you into saying that you weren’t trafficked or to have an anti-Hollywood view so that we can “give you enough rope to hang yourself”… so just like making up poor, they made up consent and said the opposite of everything so that celebrities could govern and decide en masse that trafficking victims should be murdered, and not paid. They were worried because we had an exceptionally wealthy set and the very same big set of lawyers around us who were very litigious … so they decided to say we are “giving you enough rope to hang yourself” … then they had him break in at Avoca and I said you can’t stalk me here… Tom Cruise and Nicole Kidman live in this street … Antonia knows my good friend and used to being her over when we were teens.