I was actually quite popular at school… as girls with a Disney house and life with the equivalent of hundreds of millions … can tend to be.
I had a Sound of Music style upbringing with a wonderfully warm grandmother, Lucy Bazagin bee Rachmaninov.
I had all manner of lessons as a child… my grandmother’s Sound of Music style upbringing started at the age of 3… it included literature, poetry, music and music and more music. Her “special instructions”… some of these are in my first children’s book.
I had private lessons for everything, in fact, not one to draw attention or to want to be out in front of people, I didn’t know that I was any good.
I had to read a book per day. My grandmother wanted me at a school that taught Latin as she was fluent in a number of languages. She considered herself a writer and was in fact a good writer but she shrugged who would read her writing in Russian when the Soviet Union had banned people like her as depicted in the series A Gentleman in Moscow.
While other children were plonked in front of a television …. I was sitting the Library … she taught me how to use a turntable …. From about 4 … I had to listen to music … she called it “the music of the day.” I promised that I would teach my own children this one day.
By the time I was 8 she had bought The Beatles Ballads so I could learn to, hopefully, write like they do. She said that she had “checked it first”, and that the lyrics were perfectly fine for a child. I still have it on vinyl… I had “Top of the Tots”, 50’s and 60’s music, Dolly Parton, Elvis Presley and Jonny Cash… among others … I would listen to ABBA and The Beatles Ballads on repeat until I could hear their mastery and alchemy. I started to understand what makes the words great… and when listening to someone else …
I guess they’re willingness to do orgies made them very pretty even though they didn’t want the pretty girls there, I kept saying why don’t you want the beautiful women here, (I wasn’t suggesting that they “do” orgies… that they just verfiy that I was there… Because rhar lack of verification is part of the crime that caused over 100),
“Why don’t you want the pretty popular girls here… Why the white supremacists who sat outside my house and harassed me since about 14 years of age.. Yelling Hitler expletives and saying that I am then word… Why then did they tell me to kill myself so that they could pretend they were popular in 1999, or so? Why send someone here to my village a couple of years ago to be a little Hitler… I have now endured decades of racial vilification… And ever so directly… To my face and my dogs rape threats and molestation of children… Why am someone do this for 40 years to hide that they human trafficked a S sex trafficked? Hiding pedophilia… who would do such a thing.
It doesn’t make sense that popstars, and musicians don’t want pretty popular girls. or women women who are mixed race there to me at the time, they don’t want them here why do you want to scum it just doesn’t make sense… they want the N word yelled and Hitler yelled at me.… he said that he needed rhw white supremacists… He needed the school stalkers there.
You know they yelled the N word and Hitler at my grandmother at my home… She wasn’t allowed back onto the property…. Into mansion… He said he wanted people who despise and who want to kill Eastern Europeans.
He says that he wants to take ownership of everyone in the room, all my work, because I’m his human trafficking victim, he needs to own everyone in the room…and he used the white supremacists to own me.
How he goes about that in various devious, and cunning. and illegal ways… using people who despise Jews to steal our Eastern European family tradition.
There has been a prolonged racist attack against me that began at 15… and is still going. You can’t use race as a basis to steal.