He said that he didn’t like deformities he didn’t like people with deformities, people who were overweigh, people who didn’t eat food he didn’t like, people who weren’t perfect, that he couldn’t stand looking upon something that didn’t look perfect.
I said that his children would be the wrong sort, the wrong type, the wrong type to be in the monarchy, even if he did manage to raise them to look perfect and send them to Swiss schools and to be every bit of perfection. Life is not about perfection, particularly for artists. It’s not about having a perfect look without having anything authentic about you. Pretending to be a different person entirely is inauthentic. It makes you a fake. Killing children so that your children look better is the epitome of somebody who shouldn’t be anywhere near the royal family. Also, sending a bestiality hooker and a pedophile into the home of the Pearson family near my niece, that was actually inciting violence against young children in our family.
He started making fun of a Model who had moles on her chest saying it was the most disgusting thing he’d ever seen, and it had ruined everything, and but he carried on and on. He gave her a “gold star” for her vagina. Almost everyone else was rated like pieces of meat, like a cut of meat, what was their rump like, what was their loin like, it was all just like being in a brothel lineup and he said he was extremely disappointed that she didn’t look as airbrushed as she did in magazine pages.
He wanted to keep me away from people and tried to create trauma by talking about how females who have given birth should only be “fisted” by men and so should all imperfect rape survivors. He made many other dirty quips, of the variety that pedophiles make. He said that males should be forced to sleep with men if they’re trying to get into the music industry and there should be forced male rape against the young man of the industry. He then topped it all off by saying that now that I told him about Swiss schools, and I talked to him all about high art and low art, and Shakespeare and how my grandmother listened to a lot of classical music and raised me to be in high art circles and to do a literary degree, he said he’d be stealing the Rachmaninoff legacy, and that you can steal from Russian aristocrats as they “aren’t important anymore.” now he said, everything she taught me would be taken by his children so that people thought that his children would be able to write literature.
He said that the music industry is demonic and that pedophilia is “just demonic” and as long as it wasn’t his children and his dogs it was “alright” and that he knew lots of people that he had to help protect who were sleeping with underage girls and boys.
He said that he was going to trick all the media in Australia and feed them lies, and that he build up a sense of camaraderie, that there’s he’d tell the women they look pretty and he’d go after the “not pretty and aren’t you susceptible to flattery female media” and he would trick the male media by camaraderie, “don’t you wanna hang out with me I’m just a special sort of Larrikin Australian lad”. Because I worked larrikinism into his branding. He decided that he would be able to trick even big media personalities with that routine. He wanted to tell people and wanted to keep me away from royalty.
He said that he would raise his children to be picture perfect that they would be perfect in every way, at the perfect schools and they’ll be raised to be in the Royal family. That they would be the natural and perfect royal choice for the royal family. He said that Princess Diana really loved him and that she wanted his children and their blood lines to blend, that she wouldn’t mind it, and she would definitely think it would be a great thing to have his line his bloodline marry her bloodline. He later said that she dropped him due to his brothel antics and prostitution.
I kept saying that I don’t date penniless musicians or musicians with just 7 million pounds. That I was routinely dating men with hundreds of millions more, who were ensconced with billionaires. Yes as a trafficked worker they would not allow me to shower and they would not allow me to wash my hair, get blowdrys or wear designer Donna Karen. Heck I wasn’t even permitted to wear a 90’s slip dress near them so that I couldn’t look attractive. Many days I shopped for makeup at Harvey Nichols but they relished not allowing the trafficked woman to wear any of it. At school I was the girl with the department store stylist who had a blow dry and a facial once per week, that’s why they needed the very jealous N word using school white supremacists.
They loved Westies and bogans, he said that people who were poor or not particularly sophisticated, or well educated, made him feel superior to them, that he needed acolytes and not people who were equals. He said that the upper classes all talked down to him.
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