When I was young I nearly died, so they used that trauma to get me, control me and dissociate me. He was so happy that he could dissociate me to force me to work and be there against my will. They crawled out of the gutter and their tactics were pure thuggery.
Their careers didn’t stall, there were no more lyrics to steal and he said that it worked out financially to steal them because they were giving him a better contract because he maintained that he could continue to produce those lyrics.
He does or says something abusive and then goes overboard to make it look like he hasn’t, if he has called someone who doesn’t want to be an actor or model fat at 57 kilos and tells them to be well under their BMI, he finds someone who is larger than that to stand next to, if he makes racist remarks or anti-refugee remarks he finds someone foreign to so he can make a big deal about how gorgeous they are, if he disparages someone’s breasts for having a mole on them he then makes a big deal about how beautiful that person is, if he says that someone has skin that is too dark he stands next to someone or is seen to “say nice things” about a person of colour, when they mocked Aussie music and Aussie lyrics saying that no one would believe an Aussie had written a stack of tracks he then would find someone who has had a song that “didn’t do that well” and fly out to console them by letting them sleep with a “big star.”
Because their victim didn’t want to sleep with them or to go to their homes, nor to be forced to work for them against her will they asked that the person that they stole be bullied.
You can’t have children and I’ll organise for you not to otherwise I can’t spread the accolades and credit to my children.
“You see I want my children to be regarded as great artists in the world and to be in the paper every day I don’t want them to be called scum and pilloried by everyone like me.”
They need the halo effect from your work and it will look better because it will appear to be my work that I have written.
They put a massive target on my back for being there and for my work and words being used …
No one else had a degree or a degree in poetry and they mocked Australian poetry and music lyrics hard.
They just left leaving me as a soft target deliberately unable to prove anything so “you can do anything to her or anyone is allowed to steal her work.” I did copious amounts of work under duress behind the door but they sought to minimise it…. So I drew them out into the room and put on a public display of how easy it was for me to write lyrics.
They left me seemingly on purpose to be belittled and harassed and villified by racists, they are all 100% Anglo Saxon and therefore superior and worthy of payment.
He said that he wanted his children to be viewed as more important than other children and to have attention lavished on them. I admonished him saying that the majority of children should not be in the public eye and I eventually convinced him that it wouldn’t be good for them.
“You can’t handle rich women can you ? Rich women don’t want to be with you. “
No I mean women who are born rich, they don’t like you do they. In fact. I know that you can’t land anyone who is rich or from a rich family. They simply won’t have someone who won’t pick up a book.
“I like want to marry a Lady so my kids can marry royalty.”
He wanted blue blood in their veins so I said pick up a book. He said because he wanted to marry a lady like other aristocratic men in the room, and he wanted to move in their circles that he “had to steal” to get someone who had a title.
I said that he could never be with an important singer or actress because being complicit in fraud, tax fraud, racketeering, crimes and larceny wouldn’t be fair on them.
I have the blue blood that he wanted. Eastern European aristocracy and perhaps the lineage of a famous composer. My grandmother had always said that there were boys left behind at boarding school and that there were, famous or not, musicians in the family. That’s why I was so good at writing lyrics; she taught me from the age of 3.
Don’t send a psychopath to do a job that’s tricky legally or strictly illegal, yes you send the loser, the goon, the schmo who takes the fall… they have to do send the schmos because their lawyers said that the schmos are legally and financially liable.
He said that he wanted me raped every day and not believed, that he was going to set it up so that is sounded like I am delusional.
People were on a fault finding mission with me now that I was in a weakened condition.
So that his kids could be in the monarchy and be young hopefuls near the eventual children. I said that I was too old and that I would be having children shortly (it was mid 90’s) until he said that he didn’t want anyone to know that I wanted children and that no, I wouldn’t be having children and No I wouldn’t be believed.
I said that I was going home, that I couldn’t stand it here, and as soon as it was safe I would walk out of the room before they could dissociate me or harass me, the dissociation and verbal abuse was so bad that I would sit there frozen and work and so that I wouldn’t tell the men at university who I fled to for safety what I had just written.
I was the one with the degree in poetry next to two morons, the moron pedophile who owned the label had started selling my lyrics so he could rent the room and he attracted someone higher up the chain in the industry to help coerce, steal and commit fraud together.
They forced me with great force and verbal abuse, humiliation, treating me like an animal to berate and dissociate. He started stealing and committing fraud to lease the room and to meet celebs and to sell them to the label.
Coincidentally he flew to Germany most weeks.
They were very happy about all the sexual and physical violence being committed against me and told everyone that they could do anything to me and that anyone could steal from me. That it was ok to steal but only from me. Why only me? So they could get away with any crimes. Many rights were taken away from me and they threatened to take away all “agency” from me.
… I said that the Aussie media would despise him.. he retorted “a big star like me, I’ll have them eating out of my hand. I’ll make an extra effort with the Aussie media and they won’t care a bit. I’ll get them all onside with lies and they will help me and not you.”
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