All the little racists say hi
Some people think that no one on earth could possibly be better than they are. Or they pay for it to appear to be that way, widely disparaging and laughing at people who take the difficult path of going to university … why study the famous people said when you can just steal ideas or just steal other people’s fresh ideas or lyrics and then pay someone with a degree to copy them or protect the money or ideas that you stole. He said ever so directly with this stolen money I will pay to hire a team good enough to ensure that I can keep my stolen money. I wonder if the teams know that they could have been hired to conceal crimes, fraud and tax fraud.
Well, people who don’t desire fame are clueless they said. He claimed that every cop, judge, doctor and lawyer really just wanted to be him and that they got no satisfaction from not being famous and from not being just like him.
He threatened me, dissociated me and then said that I had to give up my life for his life and for his eventual children, that they were going to be Royals.
He said that I had no choice but to give up my life and the lives of any potential children. That something would happen that I didn’t like very much if I didn’t.
The funny thing about the racists is that they also hated NZ people without the “right” race. They could smell it. One guy with dreadlocks deliberately set them up with the racist bogans to have leverage on them and then laughed as he left before the orgy saying, “you be good boys now you hear.” Laughing at them for being with the very scum of Australian society, the untouchable class of racists that wealthy, educated and GPS people pay very little attention to. How funny to set the cool kids up with the nerds, the scum, the bottom of the pond. They were white supremacists who espoused racist views, because, in Australia, that’s what being racists was. Hey we were children of refugees, and no one was ever rude or mean to us at school. We relished school life and life at Dural and apart from orgy bogan and her white supremacist outlier friend no one ever said a mean word or a racist word to me. No one.
They said that we would dine on fish eggs and strange little meat and cottage cheese dumplings. That we ate stinky weird European food in gelatine and strange high rise cakes and that we made coloured eggs at Easter time. Of course I didn’t know what a Mince Pie was, we weren’t 100% Anglo Saxon. They attempted to railroad us into everything Anglo Saxon and then belittle everything European. They weren’t well travelled but would boast endlessly about one or two trips or one long trip. I was so belittled by “what are you a darkie or something”, as she referred to me for not knowing. She tried to reach out, they always send a racist or someone lower down, even industry work wise, to condescend and maintain control. Our village curmudgeon here did the same thing, my tiny (for me) size six 6 body in DVF, line free face at 48 sitting in a white Peacock chair, (I still have the photo online), she told me that I was just too ugly to pay, or to have my work acknowledged and that she wouldn’t have been too ugly to be paid. That she knew a D list person in Melbourne who “knew about everything” and if she dished on me she could hang with some B list people.
She harassed me again almost to the point of death. Wasn’t the entire point of 2003 that the statute had to be up and they had to force the situation so that no one would believe me. I was in very big danger when I said that I would have children next year, that I was already a millionaire and would move to my new Dural home and sell that mortgage free one for one million in 2003. When I said that I wanted kids he retorted and threatened me saying, “Well we can’t have anyone knowing that.” And “You are not supposed to have children.” We can’t have you having children and it’s my job to ensure that no one believes you. That’s my job he said.
He was a gun for hire, who was trying to break me so that I committed suicide. He said that I had to commit suicide more than 15 saying that he was being paid to do it and that “it would be better for everyone if I just committed suicide.” And to the word that, “They couldn’t risk people finding out now.”
Orgy bogan and her sister reiterated it saying that I had “to die” so that they could keep hanging out with people, and that they told people that hundreds of songs were about them and everyone liked them now. She said that I had to die because she was popular now and people wanted to know them because a famous person was at one of the orgies they did. She then said that she could get into a lot of trouble and lose a lot of money. Orgy bogan’s middle sister the said that in a like for like, payment in kind if she made up lies about me she “got to sleep with someone famous.” Then hilariously for me (as I found that person quite repugnant and uneducated with two whores on one arm and a heroin needle in the other) that he said that, “I am a better F than me sister.” Hilarious how they repeat word for word what celebrities say. I could barely hide the smug smile on my face and screwed up my nose Tara style at their sloppy clothes, attitude and demeanor. It was sexy with bogans for lies.
Other stalkers since then have become quite excited hoping to be able to sleep with someone famous if they make up lies about me. They admitted that they were also making up lies about the men to extort them so that they and their families and friends could go backstage I suppose. She said that she had to make it impossible and that she had to extort and blackmail people with lies so that no one found out about the orgies and so that she didn’t have to pay me the millions of dollars that she helped to steal. She said that she didn’t want to have to pay the money back that she helped her pedophile gangster indie label owner and radio pirate steal. He had about 4 other girlfriends, some boyfriends and some transsexual lovers too but she thought that she was the only one. I wanted GF number one to leave, that I didn’t want her to contract HIV.
She was the school fool and considered to be too rough for anyone at Dural, at school or in the GPS system. Gangsters, wow I think that she had all the moral failings required to be with gangster, fraudster and pedophile. He was also bisexual and wanted to sleep with all the male celebs or to at least manage a trois with them or orgy bogan on with them at an orgy.
My family had oodles more money than “what are you a darkie or somethings” family, and how they loved to belittle me. They didn’t understand Dural and the Kings School and Tara and politics and thought that anyone who wasn’t in Mosman shouldn’t be counted. I didn’t tell them about vast land holdings as I didn’t want to encourage them to use me. I had inspected a small concrete home on the harbour at Birchgrove. It was direct harbour front and I could almost afford it. Blustery conditions and a battle axe block were not an issue for me as I was only 21 so it wasn’t a flex but an astute investment to improve upon. I was living at the Quay Apartments at the time and the Mosmans had small homes and they didn’t have city apartments or vast land holdings so they wanted to see how the moneyed classes of Sydney lived.
They are not the victims of what they have done to me. Stealing from me makes no one but me a victim. The sheer magnitude of work stolen made me a target. As another Melbourne curmudgeon said to me over a decade ago, “You are in the crosshairs and a target,” she said. I got to meet a racist person who carries out illegal acts for musicians because I came to harass you she admitted. He said that he never wanted me to have a relationship again and that he was going to arrange it that way, so that I looked delusional. At 57 kilos he called me grossly overweight, I told him about my body dysmorphia but I didn’t tell him that I had just done an interview on television at a spa retreat in the USA. He said that he needed no footage of me so that he could like about who I am and what I am supposed to be like. He said that because I refused to satisfy my rapist that he could refer to me as “rape ingenue” and that even during a rape a woman has to please the man in case they say that she was “bad” because being assaulted is embarrassing, and being 57 kilos and 5″7 is also embarrassing. So from then on I was rape ingenue. Rapists like to say that someone is not good as it makes it not a rape, the rapist then has both upper hands, why rape someone to who they are not attracted. That is what his gun for hire said about my beautiful shelties, that they weren’t “good” that he didn’t like the yuk breed and they were terrible dogs and that I should be embarrassed to have such a dog. Imagine doing all of that so that your children can appear to be more important, and so that he and they can portray themselves as creatives and not backing singers…he said that he needed people to think that he could create things and write, so that he could get more money from the label for his deal. I said to not destroy any A list women with fraud and larceny, and his crimes and racketeering, because they could be held responsible and could even be incarcerated. No I said, when he told me his plan, don’t do this to an A list woman, who is great at her craft, she’s worked to hard to be caught up in corruption, fraud, larceny and forced labour and trafficking. Keep your crimes for profit and for prestige from the great and the good.