There they sat listening willingly to the two outcasts from school and their racial vilification all because I was wealthier than them… I didn’t want any of the men… being with someone in music could prevent me from being with a wealthier family or someone with political aspirations…. I told them so… yes the scum need to have you racially harassed and mocked so that you can help with plagiarism and fraud and they are there to ensure that I can’t unionize or call the police, or any politicians or judges or police; they were intervening by using racism and I couldn’t think less of people in the music industry their silly lasciviousness and emphasis on the wrong things. It was appalling to be mocked by people who should have seen the racist root to everything and I was harassed, harmed, assaulted and mocked without cause… the women who had been sidelined at school weren’t the bad girls they were the “ew” girls, the ones who were covered in slime who shouted racist taunts because they couldn’t get the better of anyone.
Wealthy women and women in wealthy circles don’t aspire to be famous nor do they want to act yet some famous men try to frame all women and put them into frame against the smarmy women who want to feel admired or who want people to be besotted with them rather than working on being outstanding thespians. I cannot stand that all women, even advocates and politicians must be framed against women who like to garner attention and not art for arts art’s sake; not all feel a call to the stage or to fame, most women who want to be police, politicians, judges, lawyers or academics don’t give a hoot about fame or being famous. The well-read do not even consider wanting to emulate these women. That’s how the men ended up being with the bogans and the racist and listening and applying the racism and mocking of the very, very lowest of Australia, those Australians who use the N word, those people consider everyone and anyone, even those with more money to be beneath them based on being convicts with blue eyes and fairer skin than the rest.
I couldn’t stand the poverty and desperation, being forced to sleep on the floor and forced labour. I couldn’t stand how artificial it was, I despised being there and watched as men fell for the ones that no one would touch, the untouchable class from high school and their racist rants because they said to me that racism supposedly makes you cool and superior in Australia. No one loved them, they were avoided and begged they had little choice than to pretend that people sought them out and liked them and even invented cheer squad stories and most popular girl contests… we all looked pretty dreadful with our legs showing in our school dresses and no makeup. They despised me because I had a professional blow dry and perfect skin due to facials every week. You just can’t outdo a white supremacist can you, you can’t have more money than them if your skin is not as white as theirs… at least that is how they put it.
Did they conspire to take money away so that I had to be grateful for pity and condescending offers of rejuvenation, did they pay to make me sound delusional?
They take two people who were mockers and racially vilifying people at school, people of no consequence, of no-good reputation, from an odd closed and somewhat questionable religious sect who dare to preside over and feel superior to modern society; outsiders, oddballs, that’s what the criminals said that they needed.
Some of these men when they mock people they then have their words dripping with honey in public or when they abuse someone they belittle them in public about their looks and demeanor so they their abuse seems two way, much like a tennis match… there are not two sides to abuse, there is only one side and one person who doesn’t want to be caught. About face turnarounds are just there to hide disparaging remarks or worse … it’s all about not being charged or being caught.
If you ever see me again you will find out that he threatened me but you all know that, that’s why you’ve never seen me, so that you could remain in repose. Why, because he says that he wants his children in the royal family and their ears protected so that they can marry into the royal family.
He said back in the day that all firstborn children had to be killed so he could keep fistfuls of dollars and have his children graduate his family into royalty.
You can’t dissolve a criminal partnership. The slimy thugs who don’t care where money or fame comes from to social climb with him. When he asked me to stay and social climb with him I said in clipped tones that I don’t need to that I could slip back into the very top of Australian society right now and marry someone from overseas who has more money than he has.
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