These people destroy people with a lack of love for humankind. They can’t show love to other human beings they can only naval gaze and show love to themselves. It’s all about Me,me,me and putting them first… isn’t it fun that their words almost prove their narcissism. Let’s build up their basic privilege, it’s all about being seen, being worshipped, adulation, being told that you’re good looking and getting everything you can for you a greedy little grab and grab and grab. They grab it more, grab it more, grab it more and then wax lyrical about how they help people. These are the most unspiritual people in the world who are willing to trample people down. They don’t rest on their work to speak for them.
Gosh it was absolutely hellish for me in London. It was an absolute living hell, a living hell that I couldn’t wait to escape. I used to say that to the two morons in the back room all the time. This is absolute hell.
I can’t wait to escape and get away from you, I can’t wait to go back to Australia. I’ve tricked you all and secretly booked a ticket, you can’t keep me here forcing me to work, don’t inure me and don’t force me and don’t hold me under duress, no, I wont stay, I need to work and be paid, don’t beg I just don’t like you and I don’t want to be here.
They tried to force me to stay, they just needed more of my work to pretend that it was mine.
No even to an all expenses paid apartment. When we went to look at it I was told that I could never walk outside the front door again, I could not being my shelties over, no, I could not choose with whom I lived and that person had been chosen to control, exploit and inure me. I was told no other men would be allowed to visit, that I couldn’t have a garden and that I could never go outside again. I was also told that I couldn’t have any spending money, that they other woman would have it to control me. I was told that if they gave me money he couldn’t risk me escaping, finding my own place or disappearing and going to a hotel if I needed to, and that he couldn’t risk me spending it on other men and their demos, then he wouldn’t be able to control them or gazump them from being signed.
Nah, nah, nah you won’t be able to get me to pay you even though I am abusing you right here right now. Even though I am demeaning you and vilifying you, even through I am harassing you based on race.
You can’t get me to pay you.
They didn’t know that I had started to refuse to be forced to work, I would be forced to go into the room to work under duress but when I started leaving after 20 minutes or so they turned up the heat and started on demeaning me sexually. They really liked prostitues and they had a poor helpless young prostitue inured, the poor helpless thing was put in a luxurious apartment, like a sex slave in the Middle East, she was forced to do whatever they said and to sleep with whomever they said. She was the “best” woman that anyone had ever slept with and they passed her around and forced her to do group sex quite bit. I felt so sorry for her. No good woman wants to be around a couple of heroin addicts who forced a woman to be a sex slave … literally … not just as a once off but as a full time inured woman. She may as well have been out in a basement.
Never stand in the way of a God who is bringing justice to women.
I wondered if she had money in her pocket to escape, that’s what I had been hoping for, he said no if I give you money you will run away and stop working for me or you will spend it on other men. I won’t pay you because other men will have my money. He wouldn’t even allow me to live somewhere safe where I wasn’t being forced to have sex or to sleep on the floor.
Somewhere I didn’t have to sleep on the floor or that I was allowed to have a shower like the others, to do my hair or wear all my clothes or French makeup. I had just been to the USA on a big fashion shopping spree in NYC but I wasn’t permitted to wear those clothes nor any of the make up that I bought during tri-weekly visits to Harvey Nicols. I wasn’t permitted to involve the authorities even when I was held hostage. I also wasn’t permitted to have children became he said he would have to give me half his money so he said no children for me and “nothing good for me.”
He said right then “how are you gonna look me up” and force me to pay ? “How are you gonna find a lawyer?” and I said well I’ll look you up in the white pages. I was laughing out loud because I knew about the internet and the democratisation of the media and he didn’t. I laughed at those idiots, what utter fools to run out of lyrics, there was no comeback available, it must have been quite a pickle to have been involved in fraud, faking that you wrote them and then freaking out about making a legal claim that you wrote the work. Heck they don’t even legally own the copyright.
I knew already that there was a democratisation of information and that any company could be on on the web. I gad already enrolled in my MBA unbeknownst to them. I was escaping from them all. I had to go home and free myself from inurement. It was so creepy there with all their drugs, brothel talk and all their peodophilia talk. No one there was shocked about peodophilia… it made you cool to not blink an eye. It was spoken about as an upper class thing that only famous people could do, as they had the golden ticket, they were above the law. Plus “almost everyone does it they said.”
It took me a month to book the ticket and sneak off with enough money to return home. I wasn’t working so I didn’t have much money. I owned a property in Australia but the rent paid was enough for food but not enough to not work. I was paying 10 quid per week to sleep on the floor. I was being forced to have sex with someone who held me hostage and who wouldn’t allow me to shower for 3 or so days at a time, he thought that I would be his pay day. He was a criminal before he held me hostage and forced me to have sex with him.
This was before social media and the Internet had just started, unbeknownst to them I was going home. I was studying websites and my class created websites that were sold to some of the biggest health funds in Australia. We were learning a commercial level of website.
It was just an absolutely revolting place and they really hoodwinked all the men of colour there and got them to sleep with girls who use the N word at school. They were the bogans, I nicknamed them the “orgy bogans” it was ok for women of their class, with no money, who hadn’t finished school, they were very excited about getting to do the orgies.
They were widely known for using the N word, they weren’t very many ethnic people to harass racially so they took it out on me because I had more friends, we had blue chip properties and with the equivalent of hundreds of millions of dollars stratospherically more money. I was never teased or bullied at school just racially harassed.
They just couldn’t manage to be popular, they were stuck as social pariahs. They were the N word using losers and he knew that and still got them to sleep with the men of colour without letting the men of colour in on it. They were orgy fodder, just stooges that they made fun of behind their back, they would say that they were disgusting women who just slept with anyone.
He told me that he controlled the media and what the media did what he said, he had right to veto and media censorship powers so he could hide that they openly used the N word and that they stalked me at school. You only stalk rich girls at school. When she told me to commit suicide she told me that she would kill to be popular.
Their friends make up egregious things about me, about our friends and family and all the important people we know because we’re not actors, we’re not entertainers, and then they make up good things about the entertainers. Only people in entertainment are above the law, or so they say.
It’s very simple to see if you’ve been around that industry that women are asked to hide all the men’s crimes for them and they are not seen as “good girls” if they don’t.
The Anglo-Saxon men just wanted to preside over people. You know, geewhiz, who thinks about them, who cares about what people with privilege think and what they want. Most don’t have any lived experience yet they yell at us and tell us what to do helping us in an avuncular manner to be “more like them”. So they can have more followers on social media.
It’s just so nasty of them and so narcissistic. We now have to do everything from their perspective and what they want to help them to feel like they have enough followers.
This was in 1995 so they said that they controlled the media, that they’ve got media censorship rights and that they can stop any truth and change the truth completely and tell a totally different story about me and no one would ever be any wiser. They said that they had total media control the media had to do what they told them and that there was media censorship and celebrities had the right to censor the media.
No I didn’t take drugs or sleep with anyone, wow they still really liked to spend money on prostitutes they kept brothels and drug dealers in business didn’t they? They made up that I took drugs in London so no one would listen to me. I didn’t.
I wonder if somebody took their right to have children how they would feel or if their dogs were harmed, How would they would feel ? But psychopaths and narcissists all help each other out, they all lack empathy as a group, they all find each other endlessly fascinating.
They all make victims of themselves, they all talk about how tough things have been, even if things have been too tough, they should have empathy for other people. Other people don’t have their access to medical care, beauty items. Other people aren’t handed things for free to help them look good and to keep their position.
Maybe they did get down to 43 kg, maybe they are what he approves of, I’m not a woman that he approves of and I am not worried about it at all. I found him to be totally disgusting and I liked men who had money but who didn’t want to be worshipped. In short I don’t like narcissists.
I’m too ugly, I’m too ethnic, I’m not Anglo-Saxon like you and he finds me revolting I don’t care. It’s mostly racism and much of it was racial vilification.
I am not some drooling moron who needs a man to approve of me and nor did I require his approval of my looks. I was staff and I didn’t want to be with them. They wanted more and more lyrics and I cut them off. Hoping that the labels would catch them out acting fraudulently one day. They labels don’t have any copyright to anything that they have paid for.
I didn’t have the right Hair, I had the right clothes but they knew as an abuser that he would be even more abusive if I wasn’t allowed to do my make up hair and wear designer clothes. They wanted him to be his abusive best.
I didn’t have the right nose (too ethnic and broad… it needed to be anglo-Saxon like his nose job), in fact I was told that I needed $100,000 worth of surgery, not to improve myself but to completely change my look into nuddie girl material. I had the body but the trouble is my face doesn’t look Anglo-Saxon. My skin tone is too dark, too dark to fake tan. That his prostitute that he kept in an apartment had
light skin that was not allowed to see the sun. I wondered and quipped asking if they kept her in the basement. He debased women, treated them like animals, they are not good types or good people.
They didn’t like or understand any of the regular mega rich friends that our family has, the regular rich don’t attract attention because they are not narcissists. They actually work hard without faking working hard .. if they don’t, they don’t keep their money. So they have to.
I guess all the light skin girls keep him feeling good about himself. All of them were cheap and tawdry narcissists that no one wanted. Everyone said no to them so I guess that made orgies sound like approval. The approval that they couldn’t never achieve.
All the Anglo-Saxon women, even if they’re over 43 kg it’s not like he wants to sleep with them. It’s not like he hasn’t paid them, but you know the posturing and the brandishing and the grandstanding. Those women are a sell out to females and they should be punished for it. They should be punished to the full extent of the law if they know about fraud and larceny.
Even if they’ve been lied to, what a fake crap person they must be. What a terrible person to be in that situation. I hope God takes it away from them.
These people are the type who only think of themselves, then they say everybody else only thinks of themselves because that’s how a narcissist rolls. They lack of empathy, they give lip service to the poor, the broken and the downtrodden. Everything they do is too expensive for people to pay for or do. It’s not great advice for people with lived experience. They are all about showing off their privilege. The rich who aren’t in entertainment don’t do that, there is just no reason to.
People just have to sit there and worship them and they destroy other people for lack of knowledge, they are destiny stealers. They take the destiny of young people who want to be like them who want to shoot up heroin with no consequences, they want to go to brothels and have orgies and sleep with prostitutes and have all the consequences. Consequences are removed by a very Big team of big PR people. They want to be able to exploit and use rape details to humiliate women who don’t want to be near them or work for them. They want to be able to steal, kill and destroy. They want to be able to take the money and work from people who completed their education. They want to try steal things and get things for free because they need to get across that line, once across the line, they can’t be disrupted. What is not being disrupted? It means that when you get to a certain level of celebrity or a place in society with enough celebrity power, you must be a celebrity to have this, because they go after billionaires, you must be a celebrity to never be charged by the police, and to gain access to being above the law. Once they are above the law they never have to worry, they can quite literally do anything.
In that back room it would be chalk and cheese with the room outside. He didn’t want people to know what he was doing in the back room and he was very covert. He would sit there and say to me things such as, “love are you an angel”. I tried to look the producer in the eye and he wouldn’t let me catch his eye because I was about to burst out laughing. That’s until I realised you’re not allowed to laugh at the guys who are that famous
I kept saying it’s great to be wealthy but not to be famous. I kept telling him I knew people, plenty of people, who are far wealthy than his wildest dreams. He only had under £10 million at the time I kept saying why do you have such a big staff if you’ve only got under £10 million it doesn’t make sense why do you want your photo in the paper? Why do you want to get so much attention ? Wealthy people don’t care. I know tons of wealthy people. In fact almost everyone I know is wealthy. You are the poorest rich man that I know. Not all these people over here know the mega rich. They talk big but they are just from Mosman. Don’t listen to their racism. There’s another set of people above those people and they don’t want to be in the paper, they don’t want to be around famous people, they don’t care. They’re of their ilk but they don’t want to be well known. Thats for stupid people who chase attention. Work, should speak for itself. I have 3 scripts, 1 play, 1 musical and over 1000 songs written, plus two or three books. I did a bachelors in poetry and literature to become a playwright… everyone knew that… that is the Clive James degree… we all do it to become writers or publishers, poets and playwrights.
Don’t listen to the people without degrees who aren’t in the know. I told them that we had journalists in the year, and quite a few were headed into the music industry.
They don’t self aggrandise and they don’t want people to worship them. I don’t understand why people want to be in the public eye and what the draw card is. There must be something wrong with them to want that much attention.