This particular celebrity hated seeing moles and freckles on a woman seeing them as flaws. Other people would invariably say “what a sick person” but to people in the celebrity field it was just another crazy celebrity quirk. There were so many quirks, they were so unreasonable, able to break any law on a whim. Breaking laws became a right for celebrities and not just a frill. “I’m ethnic I have freckles and moles,” I said. My children will also have moles. I had never heard anything so odd before nor had I ever heard the most beautiful women in the world rated like cuts of sirloin, with too much fat on the bone or hidden blemish such as one mole. Airbrushed and in magazines he was expecting a Botticelli to step of the page and into his bed as a makeshift whore on his whore’s night off.
It’s so difficult for a narcissist to accept that not everyone likes them or wants to be with them, even with the world on a string, I felt replaceable. I just didn’t want to sleep with him, be near him and refused every offer to go to his house. I been raised around people with more impressive houses, it just wasn’t a draw card for me.
Some people can’t get away with raping people, they are just too important to ever be charged. They would Sabre rattle, stand next to politicians, have people work in their defense, tell the wrong story. “Everybody loves me love.”.
The right people can pretend that you wanted be near and to work or that you gave it away without being under duress. Why pretend that you wrote words you didn’t? Money ? To be thought of as clever? To be accepted as a Bon Vivant? To look sexy, intelligent, intellectual, funny? Witty? Why? What was the benefit of forcing someone to work under duress? He is renowned for mean. The narc always gets in first with the first story, the untrue story, That’s so they don’t get into too much trouble. Then people are “inoculated” it’s a narc story. Inoculation Theory is used in politics and in wars. You can’t smear these people, nor can you tell the truth. They are ahead of it. Inoculation Theory isn’t the opposite of truth, it used so people accept a weaker version of the truth, so they aren’t outraged. It takes the outrage away. Scallywag.
Those women who go to sleep at night keeping a secret, having secret panic attacks lying next to someone who thinks that they know all their stories.
The leader of the propaganda machine smiles at people, he kisses babies, there is no truth but a man’s truth if there is ugly woman in the mix. If there is someone “unrape-able” there. Who won’t stop taking anti-depressants because they save her life. They want her to give up. Even though she gains weight. Even though they knew the real story, they go to bed shaking. They see their attacker on TV, others see the image and believe it, unless they have been through narcissistic abuse.
Spare a thought for the women who got to bed at night, but feel alone; they can’t sleep no one understands. They know there is never justice against a man like this, he is too powerful and has roo many powerful friends to protect him. The media make fun of their victim’s ugliness and unattractiveness. They just fabricate things. They believed my abuser and the man who stole and said no one would believe me. The media support rape and not rape victims.
The mates of the media club always support the perpetrators. Thats how Jimmy Savile and Jeffery Epstein have been around for so long. Everyone was told that they were lovely charismatic men and you can’t disrupt someone with charisma. They managed things so they got photographed with powerful people, you just can’t question people who stand next to someone important. It’s a little like a halo effect. You can’t disrupt a Jimmy Saville if he has been seen next to a PM. These people aren’t chumps. There is a certain type who seeks them out with ulterior motives. It is so they are above and beyond being held accountable. They use them.
A powerful and attractive man can do anything he likes. The media likes to “weird” women who has been gang raped as a weapon. The female media are complicit maybe some of them hope that the celebrity will hit on them or even take them on a private plane or entertain them privately. That’s not journalism. That’s just man getting some good coverage and “goodwill”. Don’t forget there is a hooker waiting in another room at the hotel who will be right in just after she’s left.
As the “big fat ugly ethnic woman” of course I wasn’t girlfriend material, be wanted a hot young moddy like a Katie Price. He offered to make everything all go away for me forever, for me to have everything and every friend. His way or no way at all. I had already everything and every friend and dated men with more money than he had. He had ice in his veins and wasn’t worried about destroying the girlfriend or friend of important people.
I wasn’t a girlfriend, it would never have been a kiss and tell. A worker isn’t that. The wealthy don’t inure their servants do they? They don’t mistreat the help. A wealthy Swiss family were just imprisoned for something very similar with foreign workers. Only kiss and tells can be a sell.