A Novel “Mind Games” “Clock ticking under the floorboards”

You can’t force something to love you.

I am that leaking tap.

That ticking clock under the floorboards.

It’s a bit like a snake swallowing is prey whole. You can clearly see the outline of a dead body inside the snake. The snake is choking on its prey. The chalk line is visible. The snake isn’t fooling anyone.

He’s always extorted me with the threat of a pile on. Never be a part of a pile on. Never be a part of a gang rape. They are one and the same.

No one wants to set the captives free; they simply don’t mind how many rapes there are.

They had multiple trips to Byron after having helped to set this in motion. No one cared about being set up and all the rapes. They are fakes too. They are phoney. When no one believes you about lyrics no one believes you about rapes.

I was over Byron when the Mosmans moved there and grew dreadlocks as a veneer. It’s a cop out. Everyone thought they were pathetic. Everyone. A Byron address doesn’t make you cool. They just want to be looked at. Everyone thought they were uncool.

Have you met Dave, the guy who claims he can levitate. Go ahead Dave, levitate.
Where are you from in Sydney Dave?

“Sorry I can’t divulge that.”

“Why?”

“My parents are in the CIA, so it’s confidential.”

“Ok Dave. I’m not going to believe you can levitate unless I see it with my own eyes.”

I always double down. I pirouette around the Byron’s. They are not sophisticates. They regurgitate things they have read in books and things other cool Byron’s say. Ok I’m going to move to Byron and quote other people and pretend I thought of it. My word, the spiritual narcissists all move to Byron don’t they? Or they start churches.

I’ve got their measure.

I’m so disappointed in them.

It’s unhealthy.

Everything is from his perspective. POV.

Where is that mean boy and his co-conspirators. The issue didn’t go away because you ignored it. It inured someone.

What do abusive men do ?

Do they garner, pay for and accumulate and disseminate egregious defamation on their target ?

Do they exploit, target, eviscerate their prey. Do they swallow them whole.

The most telling thing is that when the first 5 or 6 tranches ran out, he couldn’t replicate it.

He said I am going to portray you as this and that.

Love because you are a trauma survivor don’t think I won’t have them force you to break. And later.

“I could claim you are just plain crazy because you have been ganged.”

He said that he just didn’t want to have a reputation as a lunkhead anymore.

The point was to make it too difficult to fight back to fight for justice and to have all the money and credit taken from that time.

He’s the most egregious man in showbusiness.

Look at the high and mighty and how egregious they are to people who criticise what they do, their egos, their self serving navel gazing.

Why would you disseminate egregious things ?

I just wanted children. I didn’t want to have to have sex with any of them. I was disgusted by the racists, and them accepting the racism, I couldn’t wait to escape that room. How egotistical to think someone like me, would sleep with men collaborating, complicit and passive while people stole, raped and coerced. Even now, even when I escaped the 13 years of more aggravated physical and sexual violence because no one believed me. I didn’t want to sleep with them. I just wanted to not be raped anymore. I guess the egotistical think that because they had a sex with a racist who they deem to be better than me, what with not being a gang rape survivor and having that lovely Anglo-Saxon skin and blue eyes, not hazel like mine. I just wanted to not be raped anymore, not to sleep with you. Oh well, no harm done checking on what the sociopath wanted carried out for him. It only took a lifetime away, a generation, and a life.

Good works doesn’t mean they are good people.

Tell me? I always knew I wasn’t writing lyrics, you should sue him so you are held as complicit, of course I knew everything, I know more than you do. Its a rort, a scam. With death threats. Can’t wait until you try to brandish racist whores from your orgies and their racist claims. Ick girls.

Tell me how many egos does it take to save a life? To set the captives free. I wanted children as soon I escaped DV, with all the lies that people about gang rape survivors.

What is it that makes you guys so self-assured about not being held complicit?

Everyone always knew, you guys must be straight off the turnip truck like your racist white trash orgy whores.

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