This is all premeditated
Nothing happened by accident I was not a victim of circumstance, my luck didn’t go from good to bad, I haven’t been crushed by the vicissitudes of life, he said he needed my words to be his so people would stop making fun of him and start taking him seriously. So he could get around the gentry, get his kids into the royal household and be made a Sir, back then he wanted to marry a Lady. He wanted in and they kept locking him out. It doesn’t really matter if people don’t like that statement. It is the truth.
I was never a young hopeful I just wanted to go into politics or something like that, or marry a man who wanted to or who was a top businessperson. I couldn’t wait to go home to do my double degree.
The point was that nobody like these girls at school they were hated so they had an agenda. He needed stalkers, psychopaths, sociopaths, narcissists, hypersexual who desperate who didn’t have anything to for them; fame had the greatest effect on people like that.
When I said not to be friends with the gay hooker he wasn’t even a little bit perturbed when I told him he was employed to sleep with dog. He was looking for bag men and bag ladies who were dazzled by bright lights and who were wide eyed, if they hadn’t been around power (people wouldn’t let them in) they had never been around top one percent, it was dazzling and seductive for them and worth being caught up in grand larceny. He was always looking for the people that other people wouldn’t allow in, or who other people found to be dangerous or creepy.
In part the plan is genius, become a bona fide writer with work not your own then cover it up when your own work is eventually panned, because you wrote it. But going to the lengths of death to hide it, to cover it up, to destroy the lives people had because too many powerful people ?
All his sex jokes about the women who wouldn’t have sex with him are about a gang rape survivor. He doesn’t know what I am like in bed because I haven’t slept with him so he shouldn’t be saying anything. He spoke to rapists about me, one who was forcing me to sleep with 12 times per day and his dog bag man, who he employed to go near my dogs, dog man claimed to have had sex me, he never has, I called the doorman to have removed, he only spoken to group sexual assault men… but as a man with an agenda talking about the details of a gang rape was a deft move strategically.
I wasn’t bullied at school at all. I was richest girl and had the largest house and tried to include everyone at every party. I was lead in every school play until I asked to not be cast anymore. I was the go to for speeches, to vamp or fill in a gap in proceedings. I didn’t tell anyone if they liked racism and people who pull people down everyone was welcome to sleep with school nerds and outcasts. There was no good man there if they had an acceptable level of racism. Plus I didn’t want to be complicit in my lyrics being stolen by that room.
I gave the speech at formal and end of school and was only made a prefect because I they told me I was little bit too naughty to be school captain. I left and went to two other GPS schools. Teachers told me that I wasn’t being
Rapper orgies weren’t my thing.
I had such good fortune until the abuse when he starting calling to say nothing good for you love, nothing good for you.
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